Sunday, September 19, 2010

我总会把你戒掉

我承认我是犯贱
明明受过伤害却还是一头栽下去
我真的知道自己有多笨了

我们根本就没改过
我们依然是站在同一个地方
我们从来都没想过对方的感受
我是如此
你也一样
而且你比以前更变本加厉

我会试着把你忘掉
永远永远


我寂寞寂寞就好 
这时候谁都別來安慰拥抱
就让我一個人去 
痛到 受不了 想到 快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好 
你真的不用來我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会 
笨到 忘不了 赖着 不放掉
人本來就寂寞的 
我总会把你戒掉

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Oh Please~

i am trying my best to change my attitude and as well as my temper, but please, you should too. a relationship is not only one side has to put effort in but both side have to corporate. what for if i only changing but you are not at all? where is your respectability to me? once i said i doesn't like you doing those stuff in front of me, i do really mean it. don't assume i am kidding with you ok? i need your respect and your caring but not just showing up how man you are! i don't care how big man you are but when you are facing to me, please please please, think about my feeling. i am not demand so much from you, but at least doing your role well when you are supposed to do. i really don't know how to communicate with you anymore. you are just too stubborn and only follow what you wanted but not thinking of me at all. is it so hard to maintain a good relationship? i hope i can handle it well but this is not only my problem, is ours problem. take it serious ok? i don't wish so every times we are quarreled i am the one who apologize but you just keep sitting there but not doing anything. please take some actions when i am not in mood. i have no idea why every times when i meet you i was feel like, so annoying. could you stop ruining my mood by doing those stupid stuffs in front of me? just a small demand on you, doesn't it so difficult? well..i really don't know what can i say about you. i am not mumble on you but please, please respect me and treat me well.

Saturday, September 4, 2010

朋友=nothing

我们口上老是说 我们是朋友
可是 事实真的是这样吗?
我说过 我不是个好朋友
可是 你们难道也和我一样?
如果我们是朋友 我们会那么生疏吗?
如果我们是朋友 为什么你们只顾自己精彩?
虽然 我早就已经知道
我是没那么介意
可是 我只是很好奇
朋友的定义 到底是什么?
我只是觉得 和你合得来的就是朋友
不合的 好像什么都不是
人生中 朋友真的不用嫌多
知心的有几个就够
能和你谈论别人是非的不见得是知己
能和你称兄道妹的就一定是好朋友吗?
能和你比较聊得来的就一定是知心的吗?
把你称作darling或dear 就能担保有一天她们不会出卖你吗?
对我而言 朋友真的很重要
可是 不是每一种人都能够称之为朋友
事实上 我朋友真的不多
那又如何?
朋友多就一定能在你需要帮助时就能挺身而出吗?
朋友多就一定证明你人缘好吗?
朋友多就能代表她们一定都是对你好的吗?
我不是酸葡萄心理
只是 有些事情真的让我看透很多很多
一个和你很好的朋友 不一定能和你好很久
反而有一些认识不久的 却是你最真心的朋友
至于挑拨离间的 才是真正最要防范的
朋友 让我觉得它只是一个名词
一个代表性的名词
真正了解的并不多
而且也没几个真正做到
我曾经对你们失望
也曾经对你们释怀
可是 现在我对你们的感觉是
麻木
老实的说 我们之间已经有一道墙
没有人愿意去跨
即使有一个先去跨过 墙后的人也会啰嗦你
所以到现在 那道墙已经布满青苔
也没有人去理会
反正墙后的人各有各精彩不是吗?
虽然我会觉得 那道墙还是偶尔得清洗清洗
可是墙是两面的
如果只是洗一面 另一边还是一样布满青苔
那有什么分别呢?
单靠我一个人的力量又怎么够?
如果你们是明白我在说什么
那应该做点什么吧?
但是 如果我只是一厢情愿的想法
你们就当我发疯吧
无需理我说了这么多的废话