你才错了

看了你的'不落'
才知道你那么多不满
其实你错了
从一开始我根本就没打算要去什么毕业旅行
不是说不想
也不是什么特别原因不去
就只是很单纯的
觉得不想去

而且你们讨论的时候
我也没有很参与啊
就你们说去哪里
我就给点意见
可是我也没有表现得很兴奋啊
因为我知道自己从一开始
就没说过要去

虽然说是最后一个学期
大家聚在一起的机会不多
可是我本身觉得
读书的时候都已经能够腻在一起
所以对我来说
毕业旅行什么的
已经对我没有很大的意义
如果真的要三五大群的聚在一起
出来喝个茶 走个街
也能在一起不是吗

其实也不然
只是之前追风捕影得太多了
感觉也没有很大的信心
总觉得到最后应该也是不成功
所以也就没有抱很大的希望
而且我也不喜欢什么也不做
就坐在那里等别人安排好一切
然后自己就只是负责给钱享受别人安排好的东西
但如果自己很兴奋的参与安排 计划
可是到最后计划失败
那种感觉我真的接受不到
觉得自己付出的努力到最后全部都泡汤
那是真的很心碎 =(

所以怎样都好
都已经不是很重要了
好好的把握剩下的一些日子
好好的去玩

至于什么旅行
到时再说吧
=)

不说话·离开

很久了，我们不说话，已很久了。
不说，那就不说吧！我知​道这样的开始，就已意味着什么了。
没有放不下的东西，伤​心了自然会放下。
等到某月某日，你我变成陌生人，那就什​么都没有了。
那时候我会对你说 ：祝你幸福！这或许很乏味，却是我对你感情的全部倾注。​
你带着这句话，离开吧。。

Just random ♥

there is nothing special in this week and probably previous week
it was just simple and enjoy
first of all (like writing an essay lol)
my parent haven come back from Europe obviously *evil laugh*
so i still having my honeymoon to hang with my darlings
i michelle and wei yi went to watch a very freaking lame movie
FOREVER
please, warn you never go to watch this suck movie!
i have no idea why we will choose this movie =.=
maybe there is not much choices and we still in the mood to watch movie
so i guess i can use this word - FORCE to watch this movie
we thought this is a romantic love movie
but at the end
zzZZZZZZZZZZZzzz
we get cheated! kns

at night
wendy was asking me out to have a dinner together
so i asked along michelle
wei yi followed too
and we were so fake
we acted like we happened to meet
but actually we were planned it before we met
so funny
LOL
and so lame
haha

Saturday
what i have done on Sat?
hmm i went to eat dim sum as brunch with my 2 darlings
then hang out to Taman Metropolitan park, Kepong
to capture photos
that is a part of Mic's assignment

then we act like a rich lady went to saloon to wash hair and massage
hahahaha
because whole day of sweating and not washing the hair in the morning
so take a break to relax =)

it was Bon Odori once a year
Wendy was asking us to go with her and jamie since jamie never went before
so it is my first time and probably last time
it was too hot and crowded people =(
and the foods over there are damn expensive!
a box of unagi rice is like 15 bucks
even more expensive than sushi king
and it just little bit not a big bowl
btw it was a good experience and good memories
=D

nothing much to talk about last week

the most unhappy thing
my parent was finally came back from Europe
it is sooooooooo upset
T.T
how come 2 weeks are passing so damn fast??!!

but there is one happy thing
i finally meet my sis who never meet for 2 years plus
she came home on today
=D

there are too many words
how about some pics to do the ending?
LOL
thanks for reading

Bon Odori

Bon Odori

Bon Odori

What Cafe

Currently my favourite picture

The End =)

moody to the max

i have no idea why i am sooooo moody right now
maybe because of there is 2 days left that my parent return back from England
or maybe there is i am so EMO?
i should not say so but HAIZ

i know sometimes i am so annoying
on certain things
maybe u dislike my style of talking or gossiping
but that is my own style
i cannot change just because u doesn't like it
=(((

so just let me EMO for a while

and in the meanwhile i am also jealous to the max!!!

just ignore what u doesn't like about me and try to live better.

i know i am just only a pass by-er in your life
doesn't need to be care so much
think good, live good!

我好想离开这里

现在是早上的6.47am
我不是还没睡
而是被吵醒了

我是哭着醒的

能不能拜托你
当我叫醒你时
不要发我脾气? =(
我并不是想吵醒你的
是你自己要求6点要我叫醒你的
可是为什么你还要发我脾气?
我可是整晚都没好好睡
是因为怕我自己睡过头了
不能把你叫醒
可是我真的很不开心
我把你弄醒了
可是你却发我脾气
我到底该怎样做??

这几天一直想起好多事
我很讨厌这样的自己
每次想起这些
眼泪都很不争气
我真的好想离开这里
这里发生了好多好多好多不开心的事
能不能让我有个机会
离开这里?

我知道自己很差劲
我没有做好朋友和女朋友的角色
是我自己亲手毁了所有的
知道现在什么都做不了
所以只会哭
每次告诉自己不要去想
可是还是经常想
然后自己又哭得像猪头一样

我活得好痛苦

现在已经是7点
抬头望望窗口
已经天亮了

一天已经过去
新的一天到来
可是我的生活还是一样
重复又重复

我真的好想离开这里

我好希望自己能潇洒一些
把你放了
让自己解脱
也让你解脱