Saturday, January 29, 2011

28.01.11 & 29.01.11

这个假期真忙
说是假期
其实也只不过是让自己待在家的时间变长
然后帮忙大扫除 =.=

所以其实整个假期我并没有好好休息到 T.T

不过也好
在家总比每天出去来得好
这样就可以省一些开销了
哈哈

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话说回来
28号这天是我爸爸公司的收工酒晚宴
每年我们都会一起去
所以我就趁前一天去把头发给染美美了 =]

本来之前就想要染个亚麻色
好像是一点褐色带点青再带点灰
很难形容啦
可是那种颜色需要漂白
这样会很伤头发
=.=
因为头发已经够坏了
所以不能再让它坏下去

就放弃了 =(

可是那个stylist建议我可以染一些比较亮的颜色
所以就选了一个像茶色的颜色
你们可以想象就是那种中国茶的那种颜色
染得那么亮
我也变得比较白了(是好事吗?)
=))))

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最近的KL怎么那么塞车??
=.=

那天去puchong也足足塞了一个小时多
然后在fb也看到超多人写说哪里都塞车
是为什么啊?
是回乡过年吗?

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今晚和一个我爱的人享用晚餐
因为他明天就要飞去香港了
新年没得一起过
=(

可是他说回来后会找我
=)
*暗喜*

有一点点开始想他了
>.<


最后 补上我最新的发色做结尾
谢谢收看 ^^


有类似茶色吗?灯下照的颜色会更亮>.<

Sunday, January 23, 2011

我能怎样

我这里天快要黑了 那里呢
我这里天气凉凉的 那里呢
我这里一切都变了 我变的懂事了
我又开始写日记了 而那你呢
我这里天快要亮了 那里呢
我这里天气很炎热 那里呢
我这里一切都变了 我变的不哭了
我把照片也收起了 而那你呢

如果我们现在还在一起会是怎样
我们是不是还是深爱着对方
像开始时那样 握着手就算天快亮

我们现在还在一起会是怎样
我们是不是还是隐瞒着对方
像结束时那样 明知道你没有错
还硬要我原谅
我不会原谅 我怎么原谅

心痛的感觉你可曾明白?
是否只有我一厢情愿的那样认为?
为什么总在夜深人静时就会想起你?
然后哭得眼睛肿了 枕头湿了
你还是无动于衷?
其实你知不知道我现在真的很痛苦?
我到底在干什么?
如果你真的觉得你需要的是自由
那不如痛快一点
不要再浪费彼此的时间
现在的你
已经不再是之前的那个你
我知道你根本不需要我
在你心中
没有任何东西能够影响你
包括我
对你
我只是可有可无
我受够了
我不是你的物品
不是你要就要
不要就罢
如果你只是觉得你想要一个人‘发泄’
麻烦你去找别的
我不是那种呼之着来 挥之着去的人
我不需要这样的你

由此至终
我根本没有拥有过你

Friday, January 21, 2011

To my Babe Joey..♥

你或许会觉得我很无聊
因为我在用部落格和你在沟通
哈哈哈哈
我承认我是38

宝贝
刚看了你的部落格
你终于会用华语打了耶
其实没有那么难嘛对不对?

人啊
总该学习成长
遇到了一些失败或不如意的事
要勇敢的向前看
不要一直逗留在过去
或许你会觉得很痛苦
又或者很心酸为什么事情会变成这样
可是 如果事情已经发生了
一是接受 二是淡忘
当然 如果要你完全忘记根本不可能做到
(换作是我也不可能)
可是 要永远记住
坚强

如果你真的觉得放不下
为何不试试当面出来谈?
可能会有点尴尬或别扭
可是如果这样能解决你心里的那个疙瘩
这样未尝不是件好事?
你们毕竟曾经那么的亲密
为了一些误会这样值得吗?
你们就像一个雪球
不阻止它 它就会越滚越大
到最后 谁也收拾不了那个残局

我从来就不觉得‘解释’是多余的
如果‘解释’能搞清楚一些事情
这样对大家都好不是吗?

误会往往就是从大家互相猜疑开始的
你不信任我 我也不信任你
所以那误会永远也会解不开
从另外一个角度想想
应该怎么做才能让误会解开
而不是让误会越加越深呢?

宝贝
千万要记得
人一生中真的不能没有朋友
(当然我没说没朋友会死啦)
可是 对我而言
朋友对我来说 真的很重要
有你们 还有我的一班朋友
我其实就已经知足
还能多要求什么?

还有 千万不要像我
眼睛长在屁股上
把一些不值得交的人当好朋友
现在回想都觉得自己好笨
恶心
蠢到透顶


经过这次教训
要懂得带眼识人哦
我没有说她不好
我是说你以后 要好好认清楚身边的人
不是每个人都值得我们掏心掏肺那样对待的
到最后 受伤的也只有我们自己

我们永远在你身边支持你!!
我们是最好的听众!!♥

Thursday, January 20, 2011

I wonder

i just posted a status on some where u know i know la
and i can't expect what will going happen on it
i am not coward, but who cares?

i just wanted to make a clear statement here

i am not pointing anyone or try to offense anybody
i just shared my view
so i BEG anyone of you please dun think i am talking about you
millions of thanks to say
but actually i know after i write this still have somebody who likes to think so much will think i am pointing him/her

some times i feel weird when i saw somebody took a picture and upload to whatever place la dun want to mention about it and write the caption something like 'I am so damn ugly!' 'This is my ugly face' 'I look so damn fake' or bla bla bla above the picture. and in my mind the first i will think is what's wrong with you? what is the point if you think you are ugly or look fake in the picture and still want to upload it and write those captions? you want others to agree with you or actually you just want to listen people comment on you about 'You are not ugly la you are so pretty' 'You are so leng lui' 'You are real at all time' or like 'You are the most beautiful in my heart' =.= something like this? you are getting people to praise on you or you want the people to agree with you that you look ugly? i am pretty sure no one dares to comment 'Yes you look so damn ugly in here' on the picture. so what is the MAIN point you do so? maybe, if you are really looks good in real and you write those captions there might some admirers will comment something encouraged but i really wanted to ask, if you think you are ugly or looks fake why you still want to share with people? aren't you feel proud or what else? of cause, i am not mean i am pretty or have a nice look or what but my Main Main Main point here is, the ugly i mentioned here are not the appearance of the features. what i mean is if you think that day you are not in good condition to take any photo due to some reasons like sick tired or you look swollen =.='' you can actually ignore to take any pics. but of cause this is your freedom to do so. erm, if you really want to take picture of your sick look tired look or whatever look can you please just capture it and save in your camera or phone? and not choose to share with public? okay, once again of cause this is your freedom to do so.

i am not sure whether people like to enjoy to see not-so-pretty things or what, but i am sure people more prefer pretty things. =)


Once again
these is just only MINE opinion towards it
i am not asking anyone to support me anyway
and i am gratefully appreciate your understanding

Have a nice day!



Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Nice Movie..=]

Oh right
i finally done for my final exam
*clapssssss*
=))))))))

and now i am enjoying my holidays =]

i went for a movie with my family

and this was the 1st time i saw so crowded people not even in the cinema
but in the car park in the mall and the long queue when paying the car park ticket at the autopay machine =.=
luckily i was not waiting too long for it. =)

the movie is quite touching =(
and not bad actually *thumbs up*
my mom and my sis are crying like........
haha.asked tissue from me. LOL

Enjoyed a lot when hang out with family.




Tuesday, January 11, 2011

我们之间的协议

我们不是情人
但我们也不是朋友

相信大家都听过

·友达以上 恋人未满·

其实不是
我们曾经是在一起快3年的情人

可是大家都疲惫了
所以作出这样的一个决定

这样对你我或许都好

大家在一起见面的机会少了
摩擦少了
自然争执也少了

我不会管你
你也不会拘束我
大家都有各自的自由

我们都很快乐

或许你们会觉得
这样真的行得通吗?

我能告诉你
至少这样我们比较快乐

Monday, January 3, 2011

Big sighhhhhhhh

Some times i wonder why time passing so fast
haizzz
It is new year and i am still in new year mood but the bad news is
the exam is around the corner =(
i still want to play more la wei
and honestly i haven't start to do my revision at all
i am not confident on this coming exam because i totally no idea what have i studied for this whole semester =.=
just keep on gossip and eat and play fool with my babiessss
and now i am starting to regret
big sighhhhhhhhhhh
but however i still left 2 more semesters
i bet i can do it with my best and graduate without any accident(probably)
LOL
i don't want to repeat leh
TOUCH WOOD
wish me good luck
haha